Never Enough

I am missing Matt a lot lately. I think of him daily and talk to him. I miss his humor and counsel. There is an ad on tv right now for clinical trials for people with gout. What a slap in the face...a year too late. I still get angry that he didn't seek medical help. I still get angry that I didn't visit him as much as I could have. I still get angry that noone around him thought his condition was serious enough to merit an intervention. I just really miss him. It sucks and it is not fair.